What is this Eternal Beloved Relationship? There are three forms this relationship takes, and it begins with One’s self. When a soul consciously realizes that Love is to be found within and no longer looks for fulfillment through another person, they are beginning the journey towards the “Beloved.” This Beloved awakening comes when the soul, after playing in separation, wishes to return to wholeness and Oneness. Through longing, the soul invokes to receive the Grace of an awakened teacher who is called the Sat Guru.
      This awakened, freeing relationship brings the first total experience of what in truth Love is. Through this relationship the seeker returning home becomes purified in the fire of Love, and Gracefully the Oneness reveals itself to the disciple (one who is disciplined). The fire of purification ignites the Kundalini and the disciple awakens to his/her own inner light. With this comes the simultaneous realization that the teacher embodies the truths that can be found from within. In this state of Grace we see the light of the teacher and the Light of the student is ONE AND THE SAME.
      From this platform we recognize ourself as being equally Divine. This is the ascension in mind. In this awareness, One cultivates the Self as whole and complete, and without need of external relationships to fill the gap of unlovingness within. This is the first understanding of Beloved relationship. It is a level of individual Self mastery earned through surrender and disciplines.
When this merging with one’s Divine Self is complete, then the meeting and complete recognition of that perfection in the Twin Flame Relationship can be experienced, if ordained.
The relationship with one’s Twin Ray is the outer statement and completion of all karmic relationships in the physical. It is the coming home whilst still in form. There is only one Twin Ray partner for a soul - so there are no choices, for one’s twin ray partner is ordained from the first entry into physicality many, many embodiments ago.
      This meeting as a Beloved couple is the Christing1 for those couples who know each other as the Twin Ray in form. This knowledge has all come since meeting my Beloved Twin Ray. Now, one no longer “dreams the dream” of Love incarnate - One awakens the dream and lives it in daily life. In this state the only thing left to “do” is to illumine all of the surrounding creation and to share this frequency with those who also dream of the “Beloved.” This is what I now do with my Beloved incarnate.
      The third form of the Beloved Relationship is the inner communion with the other conscious Masters of the ‘ONENESS.” This communion is achieved consciously by dissolving separation forever and going beyond the tenth realm. In the Oneness, one is freed from individual struggle and even the thought that one owns one’s body is no longer relevant or necessary. This seeming paradox of giving up all need of power to become all-powerful can only be realized from the level it is attained on.
      When my Beloved, Virochana is his present name, and I met there was an instant recognition. We sat down in the grass for a brief few minutes. I was stunned by the depth of purity I saw in this man. It was the most pronounced purity I had seen in One who was also obviously aware of what was going on. I immediately had respect for his presence - and cautiously asked a few days later if we could spend more time together. In his lightened and easy going manner he answered “of course.”
      Five days later on the eighteenth of August, I took all my belongings out to stay with him. I arrived at three in the morning after a long bumpy truck ride in the farm truck. Virochana was at that time working as a laborer on an organic fruit farm. We instantly experienced the immensely powerful realization of being betrothed - and our energies being fused together. From the beginning there were no two beings. It is the total experience of ONENESS... He is a very advanced Yogi, and had practised eight years of intense disciplines before meeting me.
We had read no books, had no guidelines, and seen no couples as twin rays. This subject is of great importance to humanity at this crucial time, for we believe the Beloved relationship is the beginning of a new potential dispensation for an enlightened humanity. Hari Ji (my Beloved’s name before changing it to Virochana) had been told by the Ascended Master Koothumi two weeks before we met, that I would come. He was told what clothes I would be wearing and that I was of the advanced bloodline of Quetzacotyl. He also said other things which can not be written at this time. Quetzacotyl was a great prophet and ruler of the Mayan civilization and was a previous incarnation of the Master Koothumi. I was one of his family at that time.
      Nityananda also appeared to him at three in the morning a few days before I arrived. Nityananda, the teacher of Muktananda, is a great cosmic being and a master of the inner Tantra, who has become one with certain cosmic doorways of higher initiation.
      Virochana is perfect for me in every conceivable way. He is every possible reflection I ever need. The idea of perfection is not something created in the mind. It is an on going meditative experience. We see how our differences complement each other, and bring to the relationship enough stimulation for constant growth. We do not have to agree on every subject (though mostly we do). In our perfection we accept our uniqueness and constantly allow the differences to expand parts of our beingness, for growth. In this way we say we are “perfecting the perfection.”
When the ascension of both body and mind is achieved by the Twin Flames they are able to command and control great cosmic activities. The time is near when this mighty Divine wisdom will be demonstrated by the twin rays or Eternal Beloveds upon the earth.
In our first brief meeting I knew this man did not need to heal or learn about relationships with the feminine. He had mastered that long ago! He was the very first man I had ever met who had achieved this mastery, a very rare quality and level of freedom. I also saw at this time that he could have anything he wanted. His purity and awareness showed the vastness of Grace awaiting to be bestowed on him, and the fact that he would never want anything before its ordained timing. When we desire something too quickly we are out of alignment with the “Mother” and enter into struggle. I have learned much patience and allowance in this area being with Virochana. For the first few days, having been through more years of relationship experiences, I felt he was too pure for me. This was an important healing that I completed with his Love. From the moment we came together we knew we were to stay in each other’s auras for at least nine months (never apart for more than two or three hours maximum) and this was also instructed by the inner Masters, as it was necessary for our fusion.
      This Love fusing created dynamic impact in the inner planes, and we could write volumes on the process and interactions that occurred with other beings on the inner, from this world and from other worlds. We were opening every layer of our consciousness to be reflected as a mirror within each other, and within the earth Herself.
      It has been because of our commitment to living a conscious life that we have been able to constantly keep growing and cutting through any thought or action which no longer reflects the level of conscious participation that we wish to be a part of, which is the Christ Light. We have had to show our commitment in many different ways with many different people. Our actions are not always understood by others.
      Virochana and I enjoyed our “honeymoon” in the jungle at Kipahulu, Maui. We had a twelve by twelve foot cabin with a large loft. The whole structure was screened on three sides, thus making it airy and harboring a conducive feeling to the surroundings. It was our paradise, and he definitely slowed down in his laboring on the farm from the day we met.
      I decided we should move on and we left Maui in October 1987, to come to New Zealand. Virochana had never been out of the United States, and the night before we left for New Zealand he was taken above the planet by the Ascended Masters and shown different vibratory vortices of the planet. He was shown how different karmas are being worked out in some areas and where the higher incoming frequency is able to be manifest. This was demonstrated by certain colored lights emitting from within the earth and above it to the surface in certain areas. In all but New Zealand the higher frequency was limited to small areas. The whole of the country of New Zealand was contained within this higher frequency. We understood the blessings New Zealand holds. It is protected in certain ways, and I am grateful to be born a New Zealander so that we may have ongoing interaction with the spiritual growth of this country. I have also been shown how New Zealand was once part of Lemuria and was the seat of rulership for that civilization. Many souls drawn to New Zealand at this time are old Lemurians being drawn to what they feel as a home where they can feel their pure connection to the earth, an earth that is still strong, vital and relatively unpolluted.
      The spiritually awakened state called enlightenment, is what we term clarity, and we believe this is the foundation necessary for creating the new humanity This clarity is being free of karmic distortions, and is the necessary platform for dynamic change. Few people even believe that enlightenment is possible for them this time around, and do not have the passion of growth. The state of consciousness generally on this planet is one of struggle and resistance. We trust that we will reach out to those souls who want something more, a more refined expansive level of freedom, and happiness, and who have not yet sold their souls to Maya! We say we are here for the Christ initiates and it took us as Twin Rays united in the Oneness, four years of initiations and maturing to put our understandings into a teaching.
      On joining we began a great journey of reawakening on many subtle levels. This included facing challenges from numerous fourth and fifth dimensional teachers who base their power in separation. We have realized without doubt LOVE IS THE GREATEST POWER OF THE UNIVERSE. It demands absolute purity, clarity, self honesty, surrender to the Mother. Love has no need of being worshipped or idolized. All teachers on the earth plane who require worshipping and who sit above their students are not, I repeat, are not beings of Love, and are in the bondage of their own karmas.
      At the time of meeting Virochana, the Goddess within me was not fully integrated and Goddess was not a word I used in my vocabulary. It was through the Love of the Beloved incarnate, through the ultimate Grace bestowed on us by the Beloved inner Masters, and through the perfect timing of the Mother, that this integration has occurred. I now stand strongly knowing, I AM the awakened Goddess, serving the ONENESS.
      Upon our arrival in New Zealand we stayed initially for a few days with friends whom we enjoyed meditating with. Lana and Richard had two children, one girl and one boy. The girl, six years old, had started to have bad dreams a week before, and was begining to get sick. Lana asked us if we saw anything. Instantly my attention was drawn to some books of a certain world known fifth dimensional teacher. I asked her how long had she had these books - she answered she had been given them about two weeks earlier by a man I also knew. I asked her what else did she have of this teacher. She told me a photo and sacred ash. We knew instantly this was the source of her little girl’s disturbance. I said “get rid of these vibrations, call in the protection of the Christ Light and your little girl will be alright.”
      She did so, and that night as my Beloved and I were sleeping in the caravan we were awakened by an inner battle. I had felt an energy trying to suffocate me and when I woke up on the inner I saw different shapes being formed into a blockade around me. I could feel a band being closed around my Beloved’s heart area also. I attempted to maneuver myself beyond the grip of these obstacles and eventually called upon the Masters for help. My Beloved and I both sat up in bed and saw physically twelve beings with long hair hanging upside down in the willow tree by our window looking at us. They were half human, half reptilian. We laughed and we continued meditating.
      My Beloved saw quite clearly a vicious red dog’s face, and asked, “what is the energy behind this?” He then saw the face of the man who had left the books and ash with our friend, and then the teacher of these books appeared.
      He said to my Beloved, “I love you more than anyone does.”
      Virochana replied, “that’s nice, but I`ve had a long night and I just want to cuddle my Beloved.”
      This being continued imposing his energy between us. Virochana called on the Ascended Master El Morya and a legion of thousands of beings came to help. There was a confrontation on the inner and my Beloved told this teacher, “never come again in this way.” We were free as we had seen through this demonic energy.
      This teacher continues to attract thousands of “worshippers and followers,” and continues to challenge most people who come to us for guidance. Unless each person is willing to stand alone in their light of the “ONE,” they are “prey” to this type of magician.
As an example of another type of magician that we have faced My Beloved was involved all night in a battle with them after one month of our being together.
      I observed this also on the inner. Two of these beings we met the following day for the first time, at a place we were thinking to stay at. One of them whom my Beloved had thrown over a ledge on the dream plane, had a swollen ankle and eye. He told us, upon physically meeting, this swelling had come up mysteriously during the night. We understood we did not have to stay at this place. These two men and one other we recognized later as having strong karmic connection from a region in the Sagittarius constellation. We have met a number of these souls and they are all in conflict with their existence on the earth - and try to obtain certain powers through manipulation of the light. Our Love and coming together has enabled us to see many of these types of subtle karmic underplays, hence the reason for these beings challenging us on the inner.
After two weeks in New Zealand we bought a van and started moving. The Mother guided us in New Zealand and elsewhere to particular places on the earth to meditate and unveil past experiences, contained within the earth’s karmic cellular memory. This cellular memory is an etheric layer of imprints left in the earth by individual and collective events. These imprints have a timing for clearing and we have found ourselves participating in lifting group karmas into the light of Love and clarity. At times we are instructed to sleep on the earth for a number of months and just surrender to where we are guided day by day to be: completely trusting and letting go, and seeing the perfection of events as the Mother unfolded them to us. We lived out of our van for seven months meditating deeply with the earth in this way.
      Recently we have been informed that we hold the responsibilities of a Kumara for the Earth. Our understanding is that there are forty Kumaras on the Earth working under the direction and light of Sanat Kumara, BabaJi, and the Planetary Logos who initiate and stimulate the collective release of karmas of humankind. The Kumaras hold the energetic authority and responsibility to be present on and work with the crystal energy vertices on the Earth. The Kumaras are able to clear group karmas, and bring the light of Grace and understanding on a molecular level into the subconscious mind of humankind. This is a co-created Grace of the Divine Presence and the growth of souls here on Earth.
      In the period of 1987-90 we had many inner revelations which at times included what are commonly called spaceships and space beings. These beings we discovered were from a variety of sources. We were shown spaceships and met beings from Venus, Pleiades, Antares, Jupiter, Orion, Uranus, and Neptune and we linked with beings from other systems as well. The forms varied from human-like to insect and some other projected forms. One group we call the “wasps” took Virochana onto their ships to show him a number of humanlike “clones” they were experimenting with. They had an exact clone of my Beloved (which they would project in the astral dimensions), and showed him with innocence how they were trying to gain a deeper understanding of third dimensional existence. They did not really understand that it could be thought of as intruding and manipulative to take a form and try to influence it with various thought projections.
      From our experiences we have realized there are forth and fifth dimensional space beings who are not any more “spiritually” awakened than human beings. It is untrue to feel that just because a being may appear in other than physical form they are all “Love and Light.” The forth and fifth dimension also holds its limitations and karmas. Some of the beings in these dimensions are unruly, aggressive and not aligned with the “Light” of the “ONENESS Christos Light.”
On one of these interactions with space ships we were sleeping in our van on top of some cliffs over the ocean in a special vortex of New Zealand, an entry way into the inner earth. This area has been a site of a crystal temple in Lemuria2.
      On this night as is often the case with Virochana and I, we were having the same experience on the inner. We had been taken aboard a spaceship to a banquet that was held in our honor. As the guests of honor we sat at the head of the table with the commander. He was reminding me of my relationship with him and that we had an agreement for him to have freedom to project himself into my astral/emotional body. Through projecting himself into my astral body he was able to gain certain understandings from my experiences. He had partially ascended on another planet over two-thousand years ago, but needed further completions in the physical, before he could obtain the full ascension. This he hoped to do through my body. He wanted to maintain this alliance as he did not want to take physical embodiment himself. I had become conscious at that time to the degree that I had noticed when he was in my astral field I would become aggressive and tended to push Virochana away. I had seen how this was subtly causing disturbance to me and I told the commander I was no longer willing to have this agreement with him. He was very persistent. He even tried to tell Virochana to go away from me. We both recognized him from Atlantis and a family link with him at that time as Virochana's father. Virochana, with help from an Ascended Master by the name of Baba Siri Chand, was able to see some of the subtle details. I told him he would have to incarnate into the physical to finish his karmas with the earth. He was not happy about this.
      I woke quickly, sat upright and opened my eyes. Instantly I saw eight golden disc shaped ships fly over our van and disappear into the ocean below. A second later two reappeared out of the ocean and flew straight up. They were now a silvery white light in color. It was another freeing up for me and a release of an astral karma. I was happy to release this soul, who was based in Venus. Shortly after, he was conceived through a couple we later met, and was born a girl.
      Experiences of this nature are helpful yet never have I asked for phenomena. We understand they are given for our greater conscious awakening, when it is the “right time,” and when we are prepared spiritually. Therefore we do not advise people to go out looking for space beings or inwardly calling them forth. If you are pure in heart and applying dynamic transformative practises in your life - if it is in your destiny to meet some of your “star” family - you shall in the perfect timing as ordained by the “ONENESS...” They shall come to you as they have to us.
Many such exciting experiences happen for us in this way. We have had to learn not to talk too much about the “inner experiences,” as for many people experiences of a magical nature become the “goal” of their spiritual pursuits, and ego then gets bigger by becoming “spiritual ego.” We found by talking loosely of our experiences, people missed the point of sincere practice and we in fact did them a mis-service.
      We are often moving around without knowing where we may be in a week’s time, sometimes even daily shifting has been required of us. We understand these times to be what we term earth initiations. In other words, initiations carried out with the support and direction of the Mother’s energy. At these times there is no place for analyzing events and trying to control the outer movement from the flow of inner guidance. These are very powerful revelations which test our complete willingness to surrender and trust the Divine plan, under which we grow into alignment in a more conscious way through direct experience.
During these earth initiations each person need understand they are clearing karmas individually and assisting collective awakening. The more conscious One is willing to be, the more “effective” One is. The initiate at these times is also being moulded by the Divine to be able to carry out what teaching and participation will be asked of them. All that one can do under these initiations is to keep up a daily Sadhana of clearing, and strengthening one’s commitment to one's Divinity. It will be different in subtle ways for each individual, as the process will differ according to the varied factors in a soul’s disposition, environment, karmas, and qualitative tendencies, and the weaknesses to be overcome. It will be different for a person say in New York city and a person in the outback of Australia. The commitment I believe will be the ultimately determining factor. In other words if One is called to go thousands of miles to complete a process, or connect to a new potential, will they go? Each one of us may be asked to answer this type of question at some stage.
      In early 1988, My Beloved Virochana and I were called to go to Fiji. This call came through a number of dreams, involving a spiritual teacher living on one of Fiji’s smaller islands.
We were at that time travelling in the North Island of New Zealand in our van and sleeping on the earth. We had just enough money for the plane fare and a few hundred dollars. We left New Zealand not certain where we were going, or whom we would meet.

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